This collection of tanka is dedicated to my wife, Jeanne, whose love and support make my poetry possible.
I am also am indebted to the editors of the
following magazines and anthologies in which many of these
tanka first appeared:
American Tanka
Five Lines
Down
Hummingbird
Japanophile
Lynx
Piedmont
Literary Review
Tanka Splendor 1996 (AHA Books)
Wind
Five Folded (AHA Books)
Woodnotes
1. "marking my place with a blade of grass"
in my backyard
watching a gopher watch me . .
.
listening to birds
joyfully wake the day
just, it
seems, for me
--
on a warm afternoon
how easy to remember
golden oat shocks I built --
and the tall straw piles
I slid down to adulthood
summer twilight
and coolness settles
under trees,
on me,
and God said, let there be
this hour between
day and night
--
black hole
somewhere out there
pulling
in
what cannot be held
against the darkness
watching a dark
unmoving object
in the salt marsh
--
how inscrutable
are life's mysteries
all alone
in my backyard grove
when a blue jay
lands
on an elm branch . . .
the sky falling
beyond the stadium
foul ball floating
out of
sight --
my friend and I discuss
windshields and
childhood
three woodpecker holes
in a tall saguaro. . .
under
my white hat
and behind dark glasses
I wait patiently
raking my leaves
I rest for a moment
imagining
earth,
air, fire uniting
at the flick of a match
my birdfeeder
sways in the wind
with a
swallow
holding steadfastly
to something certain
in the starless night
fireflies . . .
fireflies
--
all I see by their light:
fireflies
on a bright summer day
how silent we become--
my
wife, my daughter, and I --
in a ragged churchyard
of
two-hundred-year-old graves
on the petal
a drop of blood
mimicking its color .
. .
my hand reaches again
for the rose's heart
hauling to the dump
loads of objects we once
thought important
I remember how we emptied
Mother's
house after her death
a squirrel runs down
one backyard tree, up
another;
lost in shadows I set
by book on the ground,
marking
my place with a blade of grass
this spring comes slowly--
my son, for the first
time,
to be a father,
the new buds calling me
"grandfather . . . grandfather"
2. "at dusk the owl's question
tiger lilies flaming
under a crab apple tree --
the
color of your hair
the warm summer evening
we first
met
our summer son
and spring daughter
fall
asleep
during the long winter
of Christmas Eve
rain turning to ice,
husband and wife
drive home
quietly,
bags of groceries
filling the trunk
touch of wind
the first spring night
we leave
windows open,
and your presence adding
just enough
warmth
working late
I come home feeling
I have
missed
something of you
unique to this day
should we care
how far away
the stars are?
your eyes light my years
mile by mile
sunshine
shifting
the earth;
in your eyes
candles flickering
in the back seat
wind twisting your hair:
despite
our friend
seated next to me
my fingers ache on the
wheel
sudden fog
hiding the ocean --
we see each
other
in a new,
pale light
even beyond
the last light
from the last
galaxy
still no end
to my love for you
shaking my rake
over the leaf pile
I remember your
hair
sparkling, too,
under an autumn sun
in a cathedral crypt
eight hundred years
old,
marveling how your love
grows solid as those
pillars
holding eternity
all my years using
pronouns, yet I
recognize
only in this moment
how your enfolds
our,
how sky holds the sun
rainbows
come
rainbows
go
you, my treasure,
remain
alone together
we listen to the wind
blowing
souls
of our past dreams
against the windowpane
narrow mountain road --
at each corner you
tense,
stare straight ahead,
until, at the top, we
stop
to see the world at our feet
blasting wind
and driving rain
on the cliff's
edge --
mist hiding the ocean
we hold each other
mile after mile
on our ancestor hunt
we travel
back
into the green country,
into past lives
hot summer evening:
on the spur of the moment
we
drive to the ocean,
our twenty-eight-year marriage
sparkling like stars
a son
and a daughter --
now as grandparents
we
start again,
your love and mine
another anniversary
creeps closer
but two
grandchildren
make us, each day,
younger and
younger
a grandmother
but your red hair
and the child on
your lap
take us back, this afternoon,
to our first
years together
at dusk
the owl's question
leads me, in deepening
shadows,
to answer, simply,
"you"
HOW SKY HOLDS THE SUN is Copyrighted ©
by Edward J. Rielly 1998.
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