When I am alone,

and in the darkest of all the dark,

you are with me in spirit.

When I am cold and lonely,

you are always there to keep me company.

When I love no one and no one loves me back,

you are there to kiss me gently.

When I am cold and crying,

you are there to hold me.

If, ever I need something,

you are right there beside me,

no matter how far away you are.

If ever I need someone to talk to,

you are there to hold my hand.

Even in the darkest most hateful hours,

of my doomed, unfortunate life,

you are never far away.

And, you will forever be,

my Puppy,

my savior,

MY SOLDIER!

   -Apple!

 

While You Sleep

I gently touch your face while you're sleeping.

Skin as soft as the petals of a budding rose.

And I breath in every feature like a breath of fresh air.

From the gentle curve of your nose, to your ash brown hair.

I softly kiss your cheek and thank the lord i found you

before i go to sleep

                                           mrp1p

Watching Over Me

Do you remember when use to ask you

are you looking at me?  Well now I see

you're just watching over me.  We have

our ups and our downs.  And sometimes

you do make me frown.  But now I see you're

the one who watches over me.  I love you I

do with all my heart.  Although sometimes

things do fall apart.  But I still love you

deep within my heart.

Especially For You

Over the years we've grown closer together

through good times and bad

fun times and sad.

No matter how many arguments

and how many fights,

we still stayed together

just like we like.

That's why I'm writing this

Especially For You

because over the years

we can finally say

our love is true.

Being with you is always the same

because when you cry

I can feel your pain.

I promise to be here

through thick and thin

not only as your girl

but also as a friend.

i cant help the way i feel about you,

my heart aches when i look at you,

my head spins when i talk to you,

and i keep messing up my words.

i cant really explain it in a way you'll understand,

so i keep it to my self and hope that one day you'll be my helping hand.

And They Shall Be One
   Diesel Dan

When the Lord called to His angels

there was thunder from the throne

He said there is a child of mine down there

whose been too long alone

So He called one precious angel

out from all the rest

and said I'm sending you my child

for you are my very best

Now there are no words to say how much

to Him this child was worth

for the Lord to send an angel here

to walk upon this earth

Then again when they were married

there was thunder from the throne

He said I see my child now

no longer is alone

Now listen to my story

for I know that it is true

that God does answer prayer you see

for there's nothing He can't do

Now I know this precious angel

who lives a mortal's life

for I was that lonely child of His

and that angel is my wife!

                        

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" Heaven"

 Some people argue about if heaven exists, and I tell them it does. Because when I look into my wife's eyes I can see heaven. When I'm near her I feel like I'm in heaven and at night when the stars are out and shining brightly. She takes me to heaven even if there is no heaven or if I don't get to go. I was in heaven when I am with you so hell would be worth it, because I did my time in heaven or maybe hell is the hard times we go though.

 SO, in that case no hell could get between us because when I got down on one knee for a woman like you I knew I was headed to heaven.

I Love You!

 

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Katelyn
       
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Dheeraj Nathani
 

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Making friendship

Over the river

Behind the tree

Lies a secret

for you and for me

You can make a toy

you can make a doll

But you cant make a friend

With scissors or a ball

You need to be content

You need to be kind

You need to be caring

All if the time

A friend lasts forever

Wait and you'll see

Just how special,

A friend can be

Unlovable

You’re a hollow body without a heart,

A lost spirit incapable of remorse,

Wandering aimlessly falling apart,

Like a pilot devoid of his course. 

An empty essence having no soul,

Content to remain a human shell,

Living onward not entirely whole,

Falsely believing that all is well.

Probably destined to remain alone,

Act machine like almost mechanical,

As emotional as weathered stone,

Disconnected ignorant methodical.

Locked inside a box you allow no one near,

Exist as a detached mind unaware,

Unconcerned deaf ears unable to hear,

Block out the world without thought or care.

So many wonders left unseen by eyes blind,

Shall never feel the joy of a lover’s soft touch,

True meaning in life you cannot hope to find,

While purposely missing out on so very much.

A LOVER'S LIE

Sonia Ponce

i'm filled with confusion

thinking of certain times

times that we were together

times you fed me your lies

all of that is over now

but my feelings for you refuse to die

i sit here thinking

wondering if you were ever true

i told you how i felt

you said you felt the same

were you playing tricks?

or did the time make you change?

whatever it was

it really hurt

at night you'll find me crying

blaming you

the lover's game will bring pain to all

whether it's a lie

or a plan

or a fall

Time Wasted
Tahlor the #1 ACE of SPADES

It was 2 months 2 weeks and a day i wasted on u

I think to myself y did I say yes in the 1st place

Once again Tahlor has her heart broken by a pretty boy face

Questioning why why i let that sweet precious time of my heart go to waste

It was 72 days i wasted on u

Now i think to myself about wat a huge mistake i made

All the things i didn't possess I gave

Now i'm left empty, lonely as you left you took all, leaving nothing to remain

How stupid was i to let the clock stop luv someone and let the time go to waste

It was 1872 hours i wasted on u

I think about how i luv'd to hear my name said next to ur name

How you changed me from a smart girl to a drugee with a messed up brain

Had me going crazy wishing I could touch ur face

Missed out on opportunities because with u time i waste

It was 112,320 minutes i wasted on u

Now i think of how much i long to be with u

Compared to everyone else no one could do me like you do

I'd say yes again I wouldn't hesitate

Then again i'd be loosing time my life going to waste

It was 6,739,200 seconds i wasted on u

I just wish i didn't say yes and made the choices i made

The maybe i wouldn't feel so suicidal like i do today

If i could go back in time, fall out of luv, not ask u for ur name

Then i wouldn't be crien ova the time with u i waste

FREESTYLE

  by Jameel Heath

Brought on down to the ground,

oh my heavens! what's that sound?

death rejoicing and reaping with glee,

blood and slime splashed all around,

darkness trying to stretch across my sight,

all I can do is chase the light,

from here to there then back again,

torch in hand where it's always been.

 My cry  
Bertha Molina
 

all i ever wanted was to be loved

all i ever seeked while i was beneath

all people said was how beautiful it was how it meant the world to have some one love you. so while i wasn't getting this love i decided to set my self free. Free from hate free from the emptiness i felt inside i decided to take my live.goodbye. drip...drip......drip....( a whisper)

all i ever wanted was to be loved 

Russell

do you cry yourself to sleep at night?

i do

i give you all my trust

why cant you?

i look at you and i cry

cause you

shared with me

your wish to die

i try my best n' get

no where

you lack the trust

yet i know

you still care

you mean so much but

feel so little

now giving into your pain

breaking you down each day

so you've

tried numbing your

heart body soul and brain

now all you have is the knife in your hand

as you said to me upon the roofttop

high above the trees

all the city we could see

"the knife doesn't fail the second time courtney"

i just want to die

the message got but refuse

to accept

not now nor ever

forgot

all it really takes is one person

to share the care

Dilemma

It’s difficult to be away from you

My yearning for you enhances

Its difficult to be near you

I feel absolutely confused

It’s difficult to forget u

My mind is in tussle 

It’s difficult to remember you 

I feel awfully pensive

It’s difficult to say No

Because I know that’s untrue

It’s difficult to say yes

I am petrified..

It  might be  a fiasco!

I am in trepidation and despair

Then  I am lifted to heights of joy!

But alas!

I am plunged into deep abyss again!

Pax Vobiscum

for E. B.

I wish I had the language

I wish I had the craft

To offer solace,

To ease your pain and

lay to rest your sorrow:

One time for all time.

Wrapped in darkness

Rapt in fear

The end is always,

The moment never clear.

Held close, soft sobbing

clenching our hearts

Caught in the middle between

The light and the dark

I wish I had the language

I wish I had the craft

No Matter What

 Laura

No matter what I do I can not forget you

As hard as I may try you will always be on my mind

Your smile

Your gorgeous eyes

And the way you look at me

Just gets me high!

 

No matter what I do I can't let you go

I have tried so many times and my body keeps telling me NO

I have been torn in two between wanting you and leaving you

But as much as I try I can never leave you

Because I have realized that I am lost without you!

 

No matter what I do can't forget your touch

The way you move my hair out of my face

Just send chills down my spine

The way you kiss me softly

Makes me feel like I'm in heaven!

 

No matter how hard I try I can't get the feeling of you out of my mind

When we make love it's something that I have never felt before

I feel like I'm in complete ecstasy over you

Everything you do to me is so amazing

It's breathtaking

You leave my body wanting so much more

YOU ARE SO ADDICTING!

 

 :-* AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! :-*

When the clouds take away your sunshine,

and rain starts to pour with storms of different kind

I turn to you.

When my life is bright like the first sunrise,

I hope you accept my smile,

Cuz I wanna share it with you.

I smile cuz im happy,

And when your sunshine is taken, always know that you have me,

Cuz I had you.

We can share our…

Joy

Happiness

Tears and pain,

The future is bound to be here,

But when it comes, nothing can change,

We will not let it,

We have to cherish this friendship. This day on…

To my Best Friend

Life has its own ways, Love has its own rules

         in this game we play

You and I are lost in a battlefield,

         Trapped with no armors, no shields

Must we continue the fight or just let go,

         what lies ahead we really do not know

Somehow we must face it together

         But this you should always remember…

My love, you ask, when will it falter

         I reply, “until the twelfth of never

Understand that your memory I’ll carry in my heart,

         For best of friends we will never be apart

And if ever you need to soothe away the pain,

         Always listen to this refrain:

Hold my hand and I’ll take you there

         Somehow, someday somewhere…

But I know the time will come,

         You will find another tune to hum

Each day that will pass us by,

         Will soon conceal the scar and no more will I cry

So hold on to the feeling if you must,

         Your secrets are safe with me and you can always trust

Tonight, I will leave you with one kiss,

         Together with it I’ll let go of the love I’ll always miss.

11th Street Wisdom

This city has consumed me fully

I couldn't get out if I wanted to

Like a caged dog.

I walk down the same streets you do

Do you ever think about June 12, 2003?

My stomach burns just thinking about it.

I long for new apartment smell and stark-nakedness.

Its never gonna happen

I always light a pumpkin candle.

Don't I wish I were you

Living the lies and feeling the fame.

A big gold star for your modesty

All hail to you.

Come live with me

I am here to clean your office

Empty the garbage

Keep the carpet clean

Vacuum around your polished executive business shoes

In your dignified two thousand dollar suit and tie

Your remote and serious face

Your elite voice and hundred dollar haircut

Your life so far from mine

Come live with me

I will show you how

First, as I vacuum beneath your desk

I will grab your ankle

and before you know what hit you

I will take off your

Shinier than a black mirror

Fancy Italian shoes

And then your silk business socks

Come live with me

Your bare feet

Smooth and pale and pampered

White Collar feet

But not for long....

Come live with me

Leave your fancy shoes and socks

To cry for their owner

Gleaming sentinels

Under your desk

Don't struggle

Stand and I

Will take your manicured hand

To lead you, barefoot, out of your office

Forget the computer and your briefcase

And the cell phone

And the MBA

And the office

Come live with me

Here, take the service elevator

For the very first time

Here is my beat-up 1989 Ford

Just relax

We will take the exit

Into my blue-collar neighborhood

There is my trailer

Now step right out

Come live with me

Settle down on my dirty sofa

Put your bare feet up

On my formica table with the crack

I will dismantle the upper-crust you

I take off your monogrammed gold cufflinks

Your wrist watch and your tie pin

Here - let me get that nice silk necktie off you

Now we will take off your high-and-mighty business suit

Come live with me

No more blue pinstriped business suits or ties for you

No more starched white shirts or designer underwear

Here are some overalls and a

Dirty t-shirt

Put them on

Get used to it

Keep the cufflinks

Only to scratch the soles of your feet

Come live with me

Tomorrow quit your job

Give away your stocks and condo

What is this in your suit?

Keys to your Porsche

No - you won't need them

Shoes? No. Just some plastic flip-flops

When you start work

Washing dishes at the diner down the street

Come live with me

I will cut up your tailored suit and shirt and tie

To make rags

So you can do the dishes, barefoot in the kitchen

While I am work

Here is a beer

NASCAR is on

You won't need to shave

Grow a beard and grow your hair

Come live with me

You will get used to it

I will train you to speak

A new language

Far from your office and your Ivy League diploma and your impeccable grooming

Six months from now

Belching and sweating as you wash the dishes in the diner

You scratch your beard

Those Italian leather dress shoes just a memory

Northbound Beetle

Southbound Bug:

yellow dot on windshield!
Cornelius Crosson 

Saved

I know how to hurt,

And I know how to heal,

The one who believes me gives me birth,

In a flash but early I feel,

I know how to concern,

The one who talks too futile,

Takes his belongings in end and burn,

Cross your minds then see a mysterious sun,

Who lit its flames on the roots of your feet,

Saved by the Jesus you trust,

Gives you food to eat,

Wind blows and gives dust,

That’s how you man are made to compete,

Crashing your way to the drove,

You see Jesus surrounded by foes,

You fight you plead and then strove,

Searching and cursing like some immoral woes,

You see anguish in the eyes though,

The same spark which glows so clean,

Kind your words but oh!

 The winding down so hurtful but seen,

The solitary who saved,

The one who guide,

But there the hearts of people were caved,

But enlighten the world by His side.

The Days

 

the days I find myself a sea

when the taste of life is bittersweet

I long to visit the child in me

tiny girl of enormous wonder

feelings a burst Technicolor

girl as bright as the light

she shines with

spirited

firechild

dawning

where are you my child within

fearless lion, monkey imp

come to me now while there's still a chance

to free the child in the woman

I am 

Marla DiGiacomo

 

Cross my heart and hope to die

Another needle in my eye

Yes I am that way inclined

Bound by knots I can't unwind

Rip it up and start again

Eat your words and maybe then

You'll pull away, you'll clear my head,

Accept the fact that we are dead

I try so hard but nothing but tears of of cry and anger comes out of my eyes.I wish it could all be okay I sitting in this house, watching it with my own eyes.

Its sad, painful and scarey. What is going on? I have nowhere to go and nowhere to hide. Why do I have to be this way? I'm so scared and worried that I wont be around for long. Is it natural or unique? No one will know. But someday it will be discovered. 
Kelsie

this really isn't a poem but here

instead of going under why not just forget. for you it would be perfect mayb ur not worth it i thought it was easy but all the things i said but fuck it i know all the words that have gone i'm trying jus to let you know iam better off on my own i tried to b perfect nothing could have gone so wrong but yet agian its all ur fault if u believe it was me idc have a nice life of sin and shame by your self while i still don't love you i cry because i really do even thou i'm half way dead jus give me ur one last kiss with ur lips of poison and murder me and bury me alive and take my old torn heart for keeps

Escaping Loneliness

My heart is empty

Ripping right through me

Trying to fill what can’t be filled

Trying to kill what can’t be killed

I feel the hole deep within me

How can I escape being lonely?

I left here without a companion

All I need in this world is a friend

I’m not lacking love

Or neither faith above

I don’t know what to do

I got to think this through

Will I die alone?

And waste away till all that’s left is bone

Will I find someone?

Will they be the one?

And will they want to be with me

Can I escape being lonely?

                           -Damien Steinrich