How much you'll miss and love her so

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MONTRELL

sTACY wEBBER

Sometimes you sit and wonder

Why are all the good things are taken away?

You just think and think, But a good answer is hard to find. I was thinking about it the other day.

Why my best friend, my homie, my buddy, my backbone, my heart had to go.

Then I think why couldn't he skip over him and take the next. Not wishing death to anyone.

Go Mono! Go Mono!

Keep running thus my head.

I see that big smile running across his face,

Then all of sudden I see him lying in a casket.

With no smile, no laugher, no joy, just lying there.

Out loud I say, That Not My Friend! That Not My Friend!

Someone pull me close and said " You got to believe and let him go,

 You have to realize his sun has set, and he went to a far better place.

Still I say no, no, no that not him!

My mind jump back to when we were in the club acting a fool

Go Mono! Go Mono!

I feel my heart drop, tears come rolling down, and my face full with sadness.

He is really gone, he is really gone I think

I don't believe he gone so soon

It just can't be true

My heart hurt, its full with pain that will never go away

I keep seeing his face and all the things we went thus.

 The hard, the rough, the bad, and all the good.

That smile never left his face until now.

My mind goes blank and my tears start to dry up.

The words I love you come out my mouth

I can't yet say by, but later.

I'll smile for you and keep you in my heart away

Go Mono!

UNTITLED

she gives me a cigarette and my common practice

whispers in my ear a slight, soft "give it back",

and i will. the birds in the backyard have made me recall that i have,

and each time i stand in the wind with smoke for a halo

i will think my life is a tunnel of borrowed time.

i know i will see you again in my poems. the words

whisper like diesel, like dust and my

hands are mechanic, hopeless but strong

and scarred. i push and pierce the world with my pain, but it will never crack.

these are my terms, this is my voice. like a classical piece

i stumble, but never see my fall.

i whisper to autumn, to the winter ghost. these are my days,

this is happiness. this is my wondrous silence.

and smoke lingers in my heart. am i made of ash? i whisper

to my silence, my sullen hands.

i will see you again in my poems. the words make waves

AWAKE AND SHARE WITH ME

     ZYDHA HART

 

Sweet Dreamer so still,

Elixir of living

And muse of poet's pen.

So precious our time

In tangled weaving

The patterns of hours.

Speak not with your needle,

Nor satin fine fabrics,

But the ragged memory

Of those who would care.

Dreams are abundant

'Neath fine art so free,

Smile, Pretty Dreamer

And sip nectar so sweet.

Be happy in sharing

And awaken with me.

TAKE A STEP WITH ME

We have both changed from our teenage years

Suddenly adults, facing life with fears.

Is it justified to have these reservations,

Too afraid to act, too much hesitation?

The glow of my kiss may have faded

A caress of my hand seems no longer awaited.

There are now times when you can look right through me

As if our memories are a forgotten history.

If true love is defined by us

How can there no longer be hope for the lust?

That once fed our nights and starved our days

How can you manage to keep me away?

While my appearance has changed

My love and affection has always remained.

I still have a chance to be the partner you once knew

The same lover you couldn’t wait to run to.

Take a chance with me,

Help me to find what makes you happy.

I do not want to disrespect your space

But I can’t help to feel rushed and forced into this place.

I should probably hate you

For the humiliation I am now trying to get through.

But something inside,

Forces my emotions to not hide.

My love for you still burns strong

Although I’ve cried and cried all the night long.

I can not wait to hear you whisper my name

As we lie together, fearless of shame.

I accept and realize the dire need

To alter my lifestyle if we are to succeed.

All I ask is for one last chance,

To find again our lost romance.

Trust when I say that I will lose the weight,

Nothing is too difficult for your found soul mate.

We are not yet shattered, just a bit shaken

Re-find your faith in us that has never been mistaken.

FIRST

By Kelli Bailey

First snow so beautiful

Only we got plentiful

First year so amazing

Sitting by the fire ablazing

First snowball fight

You won right?

LOVE WHEN COLD

Love when cold dies

famished, denied of all

which elemented it.

and many with tear floods

and endless sighs would

mourn its passing away,

while some in hope forlorn

would cling and linger

in make-believe.

oft 'tis hard to say

why emotions strong fade away,

but when unkindled and unfed

by all it desires,

love becomes a flame;

a flame left untended,

it grows cold, it grows cold

then dies to rise no more

      

I've wasted my time

looking for your sweet face

I've spent so many months

and oh so many days

I've given up hope

and I'm just trying to move on

But I just can't let go

even though you are gone

Maybe its not you

maybe its me

But whatever it is

I just wanna be free

Of this love

of this want

For something that's already gone

I just want you in my arms

but that can't be

I just wanna be free of this love

I haven't seen you now

in over a year

But it wont bring me down

and I wont shed one tear

But I will always love you still

even against my own will

I feel like you my missing link

because in the back of my head I still think

YOUR ON YOUR WAY

DEAR GIRL LYNELLE, YOU'VE MADE A CHOICE

AND TOUCHED MY HEART WITH YOUR HAPPY VOICE,

IT SURE LOOKS LIKE YOUR READY TO MOVE

GET UP AND ABOUT AND FIND YOUR NEW GROOVE.

A CHANGE INDEED WILL BE FELT AT TIMES

IT WILL HELP IF YOU REMEMBER THESE RHYMES,

AND OPEN YOU HEART AND SOUL TO ME

AND REMEMBER WE WERE MEANT TO BE.

I BELIEVE YOUR READY TO SEE THE LIGHT

MY LOVE TO YOU WILL BE A DELIGHT

SOMETHING DIFFERENT EACH DAY YOU'LL SEE

IT SURE WILL BE FUN, JUST YOU AND ME!

AND EACH DAY THAT PASSES I WILL THANK YOU MY DEAR

FOR TAKING YOUR PRESENCE AND PUTTING IT NEAR

NEXT TO MY HEART , INSIDE AND DEEP

ITS FINALLY MINE AND FOR ME TO KEEP!

ITS YOU I'VE WANTED FOR ALL THESE YEARS,

NO TIME FOR DESPAIR AND NO TIME FOR TEARS

I'LL SHOW YOU PRINCESS WHAT YOU SEARCHED SO LONG FOR

NO DOUBT WILL EXIST, YOU'LL WONDER NO MORE.

THANKS  TO  THE  PARTNER IN  MY  LIFE

BY  LIP  SAI  LIN

A  WORKER  WILL  NOT  MAKE  A  FACTORY

A  SWALLOW  WILL  NOT  MAKE  A  SUMMER

I  ALONE  WILL  NOT  MAKE  A  HAPPY  RELATIONSHIP

I  ALONE  WILL  NOT  MAKE  A  HAPPY   FAMILY

I  ALONE  WILL  NOT  MAKE  A  COMPLETE  LIFE

I  ALONE  WILL  NOT  MAKE  THE  MATERIAL / SPIRITUAL  WORLD

I  FEEL  GRATEFUL  TO  YOU  ---- 

A  PARTNER  IN  MY  LIFE

ON  THIS  VALENTINE  DAY

BROKEN HEART

BY:Madaly Hernandez

You were everything I long for

not knowing that I fall for you

I kept wishing to see you more and more.

I expressed my feelings for you,

waiting for you to say something

I assured you my love was true.

I thought I had found the perfect guy,

but I was so blind that

I could not see the real you.

I wanted you to be mine,

to hold and to trust

but all you did is lie.

I ask myself how could this be

that life is cruel?

You broke my heart into pieces

without saying much,

you told me you didn't love me.

All that was left for me were dreams and wishes.

You left me with a broken heart

full of pain and tears of sorrow!

Too Late

Why'd you rip my heart out? Why'd you hurt me so?

Why'd you have to yell and shout, then tell me where to go?

Why didn't I just yell, how much that I love you?

Why can't you say you're sorry for what you put me threw?

Why did we get angry? why did I just cry?

Why did you walk out, so later you could die?

Why'd I have to know, after it was way to late?

Why'd you have to go and mess with your own fate?

Leaving for exurbia

I caught your breath

In the golden fade of night

I needed you then

But you were a little more serious

Your smile leaves marks

The scars I touch that help me sleep

 My pretentious alibis by monolingual standards

Fell deft by perfection

Your eyes, so exotic

Left pale in comparison to your heart

So enthused I drew you a map

Death encrusted by deceit

So willingly you gave a piece of yourself

That night behind the wall

Swallowing my lies and what little I could fake as love

Your touch, soft and delicate

Women like you always have cold hands

Giving your life piece by piece

To a void like myself

When I leave this dismal city

I will think of leaving you

Crying yourself to sleep every night

In a deathbed

And I will sleep well

By reaching in deep

To touch the scars

I STILL LOVE YOU THOUGH YOU'RE GONE.

By: Jini

One minute you were there,

at once you were gone.

I had shed my last tear,

and now I only mourn.

You always cracked a joke,

in any kinda pace.

You would drink and smoke,

and you would screw up your face.

You were really  kinda nosy,

and even kinda rude.

You could be a little sleazy,

and always kinda crude.

Your laugh was as loud,

as an everlasting horn.

But even with these imperfections,

I still love you though you're gone.

Stay

Why does it have to be this way?

Why can’t you let her go?

I know it is too much to ask,

But still I have to know.

I can’t understand why you hurt yourself,

It isn’t your fault at all.

Your better than this, it isn’t worth it,

I have to watch you fall.

I care for you, not like her,

Not in a selfish way.

I wish you felt the same about me,

I wish I told you today.

I’m afraid of what you’ll do,

Don’t let it come to an end,

There’s better life ahead,

I’m telling you as your friend

I love you so much,

And still you don’t know,

I don’t want to tell you.

But please don’t let go.

I’m ending this here,

I don’t know what else to say,

Except that, I love you.

And I want you to stay.

Anthony 

He's in my every thought..every dream...every wound....every hope...every tear...every smile...without him I am incomplete....

For I am the only one who knows how I truly feel....

I am forever changed for knowing this amazing man..

He's touched my soul and changed my life.....

he's bettered my existence in every way....

Those simple words...The very first I remember....

You said ....I like you so much..

All the old familiar places...my heart still embraces........

Remember always when we danced.......

you held my hand and pulled me close.....

you look at me so deeply.....makes me  cry...you watched me sleep.....

you kissed me true........I open my eyes to look at you....

Never forget the beautiful music we made together.....

breathe......close your eyes and sigh........

wipe that tear.....try not to cry...

you make me better......you made me sing.....

I will always remember our song.........

Love.........it was real.......

 

Memories
For my Loving and Unique cousin Robert Allen Large

Monday, October 26th, 1970 - Thursday, February 10th, 2005

I haven’t seen you much in the past year,

But it was just enough knowing you were still here.

Knowing that you could show up at any given time,

Just to say “Hey Cuz”, was never a crime.

But now that you are gone

It will be hard to move on.

I always felt proud to name you as my cousin

Talking about you to my friends was never a burden.

Everyone who knew you, remembered your long hair

Cutting it was not an option, not even for a dare.

Your personality was unique and exciting

Never a dull moment, always enlightening.

We’ll always have a place for you in our heart.

Just as you always have right from the start.

Never is when we will forget you

Forever is how long we will Love You!

I woke up early every morning to be there early so

I could sit by your side. As you lay in there in bed,

I await anxiously for your eyes to open and for to gaze

upon them one more time an kiss you on your head.

Just to take back those tears I cried an use them to

Refresh my eyes for new joys, the weather was calm,

Shining the last time I was by your side, I return in

Reluctance to find tears In the eyes of your boys.

I cant console the incurable love for a loss of a dad,

It’s not easy to take away pain from another like you

I can’t imagine those memories they wished they’d had

All those signs, and yet they didn’t have a clue.

And now again I’m sitting beside you upon your bed,

It’s dusted with stones and flowers, I still cant believe it,

You told me that we’d talk soon... that’s what you said.

And now I have to pray to tell you, just talk to you and sit.

Chris  

Time Travel

I am a tiny toddler,

walking along a crowded street,

with my hand in my father's hand,

happy, safe and secure,

gazing at the bright neon lights,

of a great city-

Suddenly the lights disappear,

as I fall into a deep pit,

full of darkness and fear.

As I hit the bottom,

I am in my bed,

wet with perspiration.

Alas, it was a dream,

I lost my father long ago,

long ago he left me,

in this insecure world.

Father, where are you?

I need your love and protection,

and your reassuring grip,

on my feeble hand.

I wish it was really possible,

to move along the time axis,

so that an insecure toddler,

could run to the past,

into the arms of his lost father.

Every slide my shoes make on a polished floor;

Sounds rhythmically like your voice;

Asking "If i'll wait for you?;

Though these dark tears of my eyes sees it untrue;

With my soul, i too believe;

My heart won't tell such a ridiculous lie;

Knowing it is much shadowed with strong feelings for you;

But....If....

The eyes of a groom can wait patiently;

To see his long expected bride;

And as a the hands of a mother wait courageously;

To cuddle a new born baby;

So would i wait peacefully;

To hold and kiss you again as flowers in May;

If you come back.

mfon etina

 He’s Your Son

Why'd you turn your back?

Is it because he's grown?

But don't you remember... he's the same persons knee you kissed

When he fell and hurt himself

He's the one you'd tuck in at night... EVERY night

So why turn your back now?

Don't you see how much you're hurting him?

Or do you even care?

He tries so hard to get your attention...

But you're too worried about so man

Who barely even loves you

What about your son?

He needs you more

Why'd the hugs... The kisses... And the I love yous stop?

I bet you don't even care that you're hurting him

And that's sad

Because you should

And hopefully one day you will

Because no matter what

He is YOUR son!

 

What Two Lovers Share

Two lovers share a kiss

One that they will miss

They will also share a feeling

One so dazzling

They will even share a bond

So gentle and so fond

Two lovers keep their friendship

Through easy and through hardships

So what lovers really share

Is love.

you are my glasses,

my only glasses,

you make see things,

when things are blurry,

you never know dear,

how much i need you,

please don't take my glasses away....

(or i will be blind as a dingbat)

THE LIFE

Life is full of enthusiasm some sorrows, some delights
Some foes and few friends.

The life¦ who knows from where it starts

and where does it ends

Sometimes we find ourselves so happy that we can't even explain

and Another moment this vary life brings us a great pain.

We really don't know where we are a heading 

are we leading this life?

Or this all is predestined and someone else is dictating

What ever this is but I can conclude 

It has given me so much that I can't elude

Eyes of silk,

Beauty divine.

Is the first,

Love of mine

His eyes are soft,

Yet wild and free.

and if closely you look,

You will see,

The way he moves is like a tiger

Stalking upon his prey

And everyday I dream,

Hoping that he will say

The words of greatness

and wonderful joy

Those very special words

That will take my heart like a child's toy

These great words will take me

And throw me to the the deepest sea

And then maybe he will rescue me

In his arms I'll laugh and sing

To the  tune of his musical voice

I'm listening!

The Abyss of Your Kiss

--Dedicated to My girlfriend of many years, T. P.

a.k.a. Hotaru Tomoe--
Jeffrey O'Quinn

What is it about your kiss

That makes me wonder how

You are so beautiful

Your kiss is like an abyss

Your kiss is like the rose

So tender and beautiful

Yet I wonder why

Why you have such wonderful

Beautiful things about you

Your kiss is like an abyss

How your kiss is so soft

It is like the gentle breeze

You have a beautiful kiss

You lose me in your beauty

And I get lost in the abyss

The Abyss of Your Kiss

.....softly, souls despair

in mute and private agony

snug hearts, disillusioned

lovers lost in their monogamy

laid to rest on beds of roses

house conserved with backyard fences

surround themselves with obscured vows...

bands of gold to confirm their conscience

purely personal feuding friends

resignations and retreats

to the small, blue solitude

the 4 mortgaged corners shifting in discomfort

we were like running horses

with heads toward eternity

sleek, and black and powerful

masculinity. We dug,

like rabid horses,

ferocious pits to bury

our big heads

blunt marrow-white hooves tearing at each others livers

All those days you sharpened the knife

knowing exactly what death looked like

it looked like our house,

floors strewn with bones and skulls and little dolls' legs

it looked like your drawer

and cellophane wrapped army

of cheap cosmetics

god-like to age, fever and plague

the people and the stones grew tired

we never did

we rasped black, sweet blood mouthfuls at each other

how tired did we have to become?

tired enough to smile

and drown and pull each other down

you, the prim ghost the light would have shone through

I, the man of empty strides 

those empty strides

made by broken men

doing their families proud

the cracked skin

and leathery hide days are gone

happiness is our loss now

like dying pets who've lost their voices

I cried and clawed against

what we had become

but you, in the bloom of your youth,

just smiled

and evolved

                 .....alone

Why? why did he take you, wut did you do besides help this world be a better place and to change this school in every way you could you see for just this past evening we heard the news come through that yes our dear britany washington had been killed. we never saw it coming we never thought it to be true all we know is that we miss you and our hearts belong to you you see u were everything a girl we all wanted to be so perfect so smart so pretty and yet soo sudden in your loving memory we dedicated a wall and with our minds we thought of you a leader till the end. you had s much going for you and yet he took it from you Why? no one knows the reason know one knows the truth all we know is that with that last breath u made a huge difference you meant so much to all of us and with this said you loving beautiful soul will now go and fly you were an angel on earth but did not have your wings and now that your in heaven u can now be free fly brittany washinton fly forever in our hearts and forever in our lives

RIP 86-05

emily maguire 

Tragedy Part 2

By Sam

Tragedy is a place

between happiness

and getting over it

Tragedy was the place

that i was stuck at

when you left me

the world that i live in

is different from yours

my world is dark and bleak

you world is full of light

Tragedy was the place

I was stuck at

when you left me

But tragedy is in the past

I have slowly moved on

But i will never

get over you

                      

My days are filled with sorrow, loneliness and memories. My nights sleepless and contorted by longing. I miss your arms around me in the dark, and your tender   words of understanding. When I cried, your gentle touch dried my tears and told me all would be ok. You served as my port in the storm, and when waves of sadness washed over me you were the anchor that kept me from floating away. Now you are gone and nothing will ever be good again. I wonder daily if there was something that I could have done to make you see that the best part of me is you. You brought me joy with just your silly smiles and all the goofy things you did. From the start our thoughts blended so well, we could have been one person. Goals, dreams, and wishes were all a nearly a perfect match. I understand why you had to go, but could never watch the things you go through for the ones you love. I wish you happiness knowing as I do that for yours mine will never come. With every breath I take I remember every memory we ever made. I wish for moments we will never have, and mourn the miles that now separate me from my heart and soul. When next our paths cross, I hope you can look me in the eye and tell me that my sacrifice is not in vain. Somewhere in my heart I know it will be a lie, though a gentle one meant to spare feelings. For I am sure that your heart longs for it’s kindred mate as much as mine. Every beat of my cold and withered heart cries your name. My body craves your touch and my eyes hunger for just one more glimpse of you. Thoughts of you will never be far from my mind. My heart cries

Knot

Flutter of twirl

Touch electric

Melody of giggle

Two can be friends

But the sweet taste

Is there to come out

Two can be quiet in

Talk and story

To know one another

To know what to cross

Burning hand on knot

Fading out

Two can take walk

And not cross candy lane

Until mystery unwraps.

THE SUMMER OF THE WINTER RAIN

                          Widmarc Clark

                   Many years ago I fell in love

                   A love that brought me pain

                   My heart was broken a thousand times

                   The summer of the winter rain

                   She was so pretty her hair of silk

                   Her young love was all in vain

                   Her love was a love no man could claim

                   The summer of the winter rain

                   Hot it was under the july sun

                   As we lay in a field of sugar cane

                   I only had my self to blame

                   The summer of the winter rain

                   Just a small southern town

                   Down on the louisiana bayou

                   Yvonne Roberts love was all in vain

                   The summer of the winter rain

               

                   I sailed the sea's for twenty five years

                   As an old man I returned to the field of sugar cane

                   Memories of Y. R. still remain

                   The summer of the winter rain

black

 black like the night sky black like the corpse that died black like the hate inside black like the raven who cried black is all you see black is all you need wish i could make all of your pain leave and take it in to me

REALLY A FRIEND

by Alvin Enriquez 

For all people I met in my journeys

To all friends I had through the years

But when I met you it seems different

When I’m with you problems had been forget

Don’t know why but you seem so special

Maybe b’coz of the friendship you planted unintentional

I feel so close to you when near

Your encouragement and laugh I love to hear

I feel glad when you are with me

Our laughs, talks, when you’re there for me

I feel so sad when you don’t greet

It seems my day will not be complete

Coz your presence fills my loneliness away

You’re really a friend who brightens my day

Even for you its not what it means

But its really a friendship what it brings

Our same interest gives me only a reason

How will I approach you just on my own

I don’t know what will you’re reaction be

All I know is you’re really a friend to me

When you had problems I will be there

You can share it coz I really care

Even though we’re not close as what we are

Even you’re near but sometimes you seem so far

Still you’re really a friend no matter what

I will be here you can count on that

I’m here to help, you can trust me

I’m really a friend will always be

 Love
Josette

 Love is like a candy bar,

 It doesn't last very long.

 But... sometimes love is like number's,

 It goes on forever.

 You don't know where love is going to take you.

 Love may not do anything to you. But it could change your life    forever.

Do you ever feel?

Do you ever feel like you are alone?

That everything you once believed in you doubt

That one day you will wake up from the fog

Do you ever feel?

The room is full yet

There is no one there

Do you ever feel?

That there is emptiness

No one to talk to too tell your fears

Do you ever feel?

The circle on your finger that once made you secure

Burns and you no loner want the loneliness

Do you ever feel alone?

Sleeping Bang

By Nikki

Hesitate at the door,

Not knowing what the night had in store,

Just wanting to know more about this girl,

Tap tap, walk in there she is sittin on the floor,

Fine, sexy ass beautiful girl,

Who could ask for more?

She offers a drink,

I decline throw her wink,

So nervous can't even think,

Damn cell phone rings,

Snap to reality this is not a dream,

She touches my hand and makes me cream,

Got my acting like a damn fen,

As it is fairy tale and she’s the queen,

Then she pulls away to smoke some weed,

Should have known she was blown,

I might have thought better if i was stoned,

Would have grabbed a bottle of no doze,

In a few minutes you will know,

We move to floor,

Her eyes are closed,

This is the moment I had anticipated for,

Doing things out of character, talking to much, and for what, to feel up on that potato butt,

I thought it would be legit when she guided my hands to her tits,

My mind was blinded thinking of just one lick,

Fell asleep before I could get the clit,

Damn this is some crazy shit,

Slowly creepin up trying not to show I’m pissed,

My bitch ass just got dissed,

Just hold her and pretend I forget,

Try to give a passionate kiss,

Nighty night sweetheart sleep in bliss,

I’m the only one to blame for the bruised ego,

And the pain,

Sometimes I wish I was insane,

Have an excuse for getting caught up in the game,

This night goes in the hall of shame,

Forever remembrance of the sleeping bang!

Letting Go
Kimberly Vance

How can I reach you?

How can I feel?

How can I love?

How can I deal

with this pain that engulfs my heart

and devours my soul,

that leaves me alone

with a mind out of control?

I jump for joy,

and at times I touch the sky.

I laugh,I live,

I love,I cry.

I can reach for your heart.

I can reach for your hand.

But you won't let me touch,

then how can you understand

what goes through my mind

each time our paths cross?

And I look into your eyes remembering a passion, now lost.

Why do I fall so fast in love?Why did I think you were the one?Why don't I give up on love already?My heart has been pulled in so many directions..I dont know why you all choose to treat me like nothing.I am something I am alot more then you all treat me like I am..You know I really thought you loved me..but now i see if you loved me you wouldnt be treating me the way you are..I want to cry.but no tears are coming out..Is it possible I have no more left to shed?I only wish you could see into my heart just yesterday full of love and happyness..today cold and empty..Why would you treat me like this?All I ever did was give you my heart and love you.I wish you were the same person you were when we first met..maybe youv'e always been the same person..maybe you just wore a mask infront of me..either way..I see the real you now..finally a tear rolls down my cheek..maybe this would not be so hard If i had someone's should to cry on...maybe not

Blondangel

SOPHIE: A BEST FRIEND!

By Tara-Kay Randall

Sophie, a best friend

That's what she is

When i am sad, she cheers me up

When i am falling, she helps me up.

It takes alot to be a true friend

but Sophie has done alot for me.

Sophie: My best Friend

 what is life without,i'll tell you what it is, life with out you is grate, i can finally breath i still cant sleep cause it haunts me how u use to treat me and the way u curse at me and the way you use me,you use my body my mind and my soul and i just realize that any female who gets with you is gonna feel the same way i felt you dont deserve to live you don't deserve to see my son he don't need you we don't need you, you a waste of our time energy and space you bring us down but that gonna end, it me and my son to the very end,it so long that fake thugs can pretend,you can pretend that you dont care that i am not there but you would realize one day, it wasn't i who was wrong, it was you, you ruin us you took our love for granted,so now you can move on i don't care it isn't fair that the love we once share you torn it apart along with my heart, you should be a shame of yourself that you took for granted what we once felt,it's hurting me inside to resite what's in my mind but it was you S.P.H who to my took my heart away.                                                                                    

If I die and you never know

  John Ward
               

             If I die and you never know...

            The feelings for you that I can let go. If

            I die and you couldn't tell... That we were in love

            under its spell. And if I die and I'm not there...

            I'll love you just as much as in the air.

Dear Mama

All my life I have lived as if I didn't care.I've also lived in a way that you were never there.

It was so easy to tuck the few memories away,never realizing I would have to face them all one day.

Now that the years have past and sped me by,I realized I never let your memory live in me long enough to cry.

for some reason I didn't want to believe you didn't love me as you should,but now I understand you did all you could.

Death stepped in and took you oh so far away,and I was so young I lived on as if everything was ok.

Mama now that I am older I hope that somehow you know,that I no longer keep your memory where my mind can't go.

I must say it now for now it is true,Mama I love you and  have secretely  missed you

I wish you could have shared so any things with me,but I know now yoou would have if fate hadn't taken you from  me.

Mama you should have been here when I had our girl and boy, I know they would have brought you lots of pride and joy

On your grave I had engraved a single rose for you,to let the ones that look upon know that someone loved you to

I look down on your grave and all these feeling come alive,

and then and only then I bowed my head and cried.

Written by Sandra Gail Jackson 56 years after my Mother died

 You have been my mother... I love you I do                                  
But the shadows linger on colorless paths to unknown places               
A kiss with whispering sound..my heart is still bound                     
In another place and time                                                
birds will not sing,nor skies will only bring clouds of gray               
Until I find my way...                                                    
ripples on lakes will never be...                                         
Until I find "Me".                                                        
when I embrace those shadows                                              
Touch feel and color the path..                                          
 I will walk and then I will run                                           
My heart will be free to see                                              
For all that a mother could bestow....                                   
to you my 'undaunting" love I owe!                                      

-MY LOVE-
megan deleon

you took my love in your hands

like a butterfly,

but tore off the wings,

dropped me to the ground

and watched without any regrets

as my ridiculed body...

flopped on the ground.

Somewhere

No matter where I go,

Emotions follow,

Piercing the sight of fear,

Flying on the wings,

Hoping for a new beginning,

Praying, Watching,

What should I say?

Where should I go next?

The only thing worth living for is life itself,

And Maybe even love.