Utakai Hijime –
First Poetry Party of the Year.
Wednesday January 14, 1998
Naturally I could not sleep late this morning, so I got
up to wash my hair as an attempt to calm myself. While my
hair dried, I wrote up yesterday's notes. I was too excited
to eat breakfast, so Werner went down alone while I made a
cup of tea for myself in the room. Afraid that during the ceremony I would forget to invoke
the spirits of my grandparents, parents, aunts, children and
friends, I wrote down all the names on a sheet of paper to
put into my purse. In went the handkerchief with lace
handmade by my Aunt Naola beside the invitation. We knew it would take longer for us to get dressed in
these new strange clothes, but I had not counted on having to
pin up my hair so many times! My hands were shaking so much
the familiar movements simply did not come. Suddenly I wished
I had had the foresight to hire a hair stylist and make-up
artist (they were available in the hotel as this was a
recognized place for weddings with chapels for Christian and
Buddhist ceremonies, clothes rental -- the whole nine yards).
We had allowed ourselves plenty of time, so I simply kept
redoing my hair until my arms got tired and I gave up and
accepted whatever. Everything fit perfectly. When we finished dressing, we
stared at each other and laughed out loud with glee. Werner
gathered up his white gloves, I grabbed up my peacock fan and
velvet clutch bag as we swished out the door. Then we checked
once more that we had our invitations with us. Down in the lobby Shukuya-san and the driver of the
limousine were waiting for us. As photos of us were taken in
the lobby -- I thought, "Well, if I die of excitement,
at least this will be the last photo!"Shukuya-san had typed up translations of the 'rules' of
the ceremony so we would know when to stand and when to sit
and how to behave.
We went over these once more. Then we got
into the big, black car (with the name "Royal
Saloon") and were soon at the street that went along the
moat around the Palace. When we went through the first checkpoint, the driver had
Shukuya-san's poster card taped in the window, but the guard
looked inside and saw that there were two more of us. We had
to get out our big cards for the car and stick them to the
window also. We drove across the plaza to the next check
point where a tab was torn off our tickets. After a short
drive among small pine trees, the car smoothly slid up under
a portico before the broad entrance steps. As we went in the door we passed through rows of
uniformed guards. Again one of our tickets was taken. We were
directed to a table where my coat and Werner's hat was given
up. We were so early we got the tags #8 and #9. Then we were
led up more wide stairs. At the top we were directed by a row
of men to enter the waiting room and to take a seat.
The room was about 50 feet wide and 100 feet long. The
last 30 feet were curtained off with Chinese-styled screens.
Behind them one could see tables covered with white cloths.
In the waiting area were chairs in the French court style
with golden brocade upholstery set all along the walls. Every
ten - fifteen feet was a small table covered with a turquoise
silk cloth on which stood a silver ashtray, a silver chest of
Imperial cigarettes and silver lighter. Because none of us
smoked, Shukuya-san encouraged us to take cigarettes as
souvenirs. At first I was too shy to do so, because there
were only about 10 of us in this one corner of the room. But
as the other people arrived and I saw how the natives scarfed
up the cigarettes, I got the courage to take a couple for us.
Many of the women wore kimono, tabi and geta (white socks like mittens split between the first
and second toes and thongs on wooden platforms) with their
hair styled in unfamiliar old patterns. The other women wore
full-length dresses in pastel colors tailored like suits. The
only really fancy long ball gown dress was worn by the author
from Korea, but it looked to be a native, traditional
garment. There was a famous Buddhist nun dressed in a
beautiful orange brocade jacket and a famous priest in his
best regalia. All the other men wore tuxedos and looked very
distinguished. I was the only woman in black and in velvet.
And the only one with a peacock fan...
We were introduced to several persons who spoke English,
so the waiting time went very fast. Soon, a microphone was
set up across the room and a man spoke some words and many
people began to walk toward him. Shukuya-san translated,
"Anyone who wanted to use the toilet could now go."My case was not urgent but I was eager to get up to walk
around a bit, so I followed everyone through the sliding door
on the opposite side of the room from where we had entered.
This led to a glassed in corridor that ran the perimeter of
the inner courtyard. Here there was unmarked deep snow. In
one corner, on a small hill, was a plum tree, already in
bloom. I walked very slowly down the hallway so I could just
enjoy the plum tree and the serenity of the courtyard. I was
one of the last women down the stairs and suddenly was unsure
which door to use and where I should be going. Farther down
the hallway were two small signs. One with a black top hat on
it and farther down, one with a pink bow.
As I walked into the marble-covered stall, I couldn't
believe what I was seeing as toilet. For the first time since
being in Cyprus was I confronted with one of these porcelain
troughs flat in the floor over which one is expected to stand
and squat. Maybe in a kimono wearing no underwear one could
manage, but not in a long straight skirt, pantyhose and
heels. I gave up on the idea of relief and washed my hands
and dabbed cool water on my forehead. At each of the mirrors was a silver hand mirror, silver
brush and comb, tissues in a gold ruffled box and atomizers
of perfume. It looked as if the Empress herself was expected
here. All of the other ladies hurried out so quickly I did
not let myself linger to enjoy the sights any longer. But in
the hallway, I did slow down for the plum tree again.
Back in the waiting room, the intensity had increased
along with the second-hand smoke. I was thankful to have and
be able to use my fan. Soon another man came to the
microphone and spoke for some minutes. Shukuya-san said he
was giving the instructions which he had translated and
printed out for us. Everyone was perched on the edges of
their chairs glancing at watches.At precisely 10:10 another man came to the microphone and
began to read off names. The persons were summoned according
to their ages. Werner was #36, I was #71 and Shukuya-san was
#82 - one of the last and youngest of the guests. We had to
rise, bow to the rest of the guests and then walk across the
room and out the sliding door that opened on the corridor
around the courtyard.
The hallway was alive with footmen and palace watchers.
In one group I recognized Mr. Nakajima, and his sweet smile
gave me courage to stand up straighter and take smaller
steps. The lines of men directed me to a door and there
someone who knew my number (how I do not know) lead me in to
my chair. It was like a wedding. Some guests were seated on one
side, the others separated to the other side. I was in the
last row on the right-hand side next to a Japanese woman I
had met in the waiting room.
Here we spoke not a word but
just sat perfectly still. I wondered where Werner was sitting
and could not recognize any of the black suited backs before
me. People filled up the row beside me. Several of the women
held closed up fans in their gloved hands and wore small hats
with veils that matched their dresses. I wondered how they
knew to dress so properly.Across the way, to my left, the winners of the contest
were led in a row with the oldest person first and the
youngest, a girl dressed in her school uniform with white
knee-socks and pigtails.
Then came the male chanters to their
seats and beside them - the judges. They all sat down
together.Suddenly there was an unknown whirring noise like a
miracle taking place. Looking to my left I saw that a man had
slid shut one of the 30 foot high paper doors. Then the other
one was pulled shut. In the wall I was facing I could see
banks of bright lights shining in my eyes. Below them was a
glassed-in room where one could barely make out the lights on
TV cameras and movements of photographers.
A man walked to a door just 10 feet to my right and
knocked twice. And he walked away. Seconds later we could
hear a similar clear tapping on the other side of the door.
Everyone rose as the door swung open wide and the Emperor
entered, followed by the Empress, then the Crown Prince and
the rest of the Imperial Family. The last man and last woman
to enter were carrying long narrow boxes covered with purple
cloths held at the level of their foreheads.When everyone was in place the Emperor sat down, the rest
of us followed his example, except for these two persons.
They made a wide circle around behind the chairs to go back
behind the huge embroidered purple screen which shielded the
Emperor and Empress from the wall. Here I could see the lady
remove the purple cloth from her box. She again raised it to
the level of her forehead and in slow ceremonial steps,
matching those of the man, they proceeded to march before the
brocade-draped tables in front of the Emperor and Empress.After bowing they set the identical wooden boxes on the
tables each next to a large tray. They bowed again and The
Majesties nodded solemnly to them as they backed away, bowing
again before they took their seats.
I was delighted that I had been given a seat that gave me
such a clear view of the Emperor and Empress. The Emperor had
a small smile on his face as if he was rather enjoying
himself. The Empress was wearing a beautiful willow green
brocade dress with a fitted top and straight skirt, except at
the waist in the back it flowed out into a small train. I was
touched that she let her hair be gray and dark without trying
to dye it. Her face looked soft and gentle but with a touch
of sadness that made one want to be very gentle with her.
All of the Princesses and Ladies-in-Waiting wore little
hats matching the pastel colors of their slim, full-length
dresses. In their white-gloved hands were folded fans which
they held exactly alike -- the right hand on top and the left hand cupped underneath. Once they sat down, with every spine
straight and six inches from the back of the chair, small
smiles on each face, and they stayed that way without moving
for the next hour and ten minutes.
Then the chanters rose from their seats, bowed to The
Majesties and took their places at a table in the exact
center of the room. A name was called out, a man stood. The
reciter took a paper from a tray, laid it down and read the
poem. One could tell the end of each 'line' because, not only
was the syllable count correct, but he held the last vowel
for as long as he physically could.
When he had recited the
complete poem, the chanters then sang it together very much
in the style of a Gregorian chant or the chanting of sutras.
I got the feeling that the poem was read in one style for the
humans gathered here and then chanted for the gods.
feeling the poetry
deepening in the voices
men
chanting
The Pine Tree Room reaches out
to the god in
every one
In autumn a call goes out through Japan for people to
write their tanka on the given subject. This year the topic
was "Michi" (the way, the path, the road,
all the connotations these words have in English). From the
30,000 poems sent in, ten are chosen to be recited at this
the Imperial New Year's Poetry Party. This ceremony was begun
back at the turn of the millennium when the capitol was in
Kyoto. After the Meiji Restoration of the Imperial Family in
1868, the custom was revived and since the end of the Second
World War, has been held every year.
Slowly but surely the
people of Japan are being included. At first, only members of
the court were allowed to submit poems, but now any Japanese
may enter. In 1936 the Poetry Party was broadcast on radio
and since 1967 it has been televised.The youngest winner this year, the school girl was so
charming as she stood there listening to her poem being read.
She was so proud, so strong and sure in herself. Her face
glistened with joy.
the purity of snow
in the Japanese Pine Tree
Room
poems chanted
rise on the incense-scented
air
lifted by a nation of hearts
As poem after poem was recited and then chanted, my
feelings deepened that this was truly a ceremony led by the
Emperor for the gods to officially let them know the hearts
and wills of the people of Japan. Reverence and thankfulness
rose up within me for the Japanese and their Imperial
Household which was so instilled with the traditions that
these oldest rites were preserved and followed yet today.
That I could witness, in these days, a continuation of such
basic needs being met by poetry, made me think seriously
about the ways poetry is treated in the world. Have we
forgotten the highest 'use' of poetry? Should poetry, and
especially tanka, be dedicated to our 'highest' moments of
being? Yet, are these not the situations in which our hearts
are moved? But who is to say that an emotion is not worthy of
being laid before our highest authority?
gates flung open
chanted into the scented air
heart
words
in ancient patterned vessels
the peoples'
messages of today
Then a name was read and the eldest of the Imperial
Family rose, bowed to the Emperor, and stood unmoving as her
poem was recited and chanted. She was so serene and majestic
in her bearing, I felt myself sitting up straighter in my
chair that was beginning to dig into my back.I begin to think of tanka's long association with the
Imperial Court of Japan and wondered, since this association
so strongly continues, if tanka, should be, even in a foreign
language, slightly regal, decorous, elevated in diction and
tone? Yet a hundred years ago, led by Shiki, there was
started a 'revolution' to bring tanka 'down' closer to the
speech and feelings of the average person on the street. But
was this right? Do some aspects of our lives need to stop,
stay the same, even if they become old-fashioned, in order to
retain a special intent?
gods of poetry
protected and celebrated
by the
hearts of state
once in a lifetime
I get to hear the
elegance
I couldn't see the Crown Prince and I heard later that
the Crown Princess did not attend because she was meeting
with people for the preparations for the Winter Olympic
Games. But I did have a clear view of the next part of the
ceremony.One man stood from the table of chanters and proceeded to
the table before the Empress. After bowing, his gloved hand
lifted her folded poem (on the royal orange paper) from the
long, thin box which the Lady-in-Waiting had placed on the
table and transferred it to the large square tray. Lifting
this to his forehead, he bowed and backed away to return to
the table. The room was so quiet you could hear the crackling of the
paper as he unfolded it. Her poem was, I could see,
handwritten on a quarto of paper. He smoothed it and laid
silver bars to hold it flat. The Empress rose, turned and bowed to the Emperor, and
then faced straight ahead to the standing audience as her
poem was recited and then chanted once in a melody and then
repeated in a different melody. As the ringing of the men's
voices completed their circling of the room and silence came
back, the Empress turned to bow to the Emperor, her husband,
and he looked at her briefly with a big smile on his face. It
seemed as if his eyes were saying, "Great poem. I am so
proud of you!" as he nodded to her.
from far away lands
comes the call to celebrate
a
marriage --
the poets to their muses
The Japanese
Imperial Family
I felt that in the midst of a national celebration of
poetry, one shining second of the happiness of the Imperial
Couple flashed forth. I was so touched. I realized that here
was the highest goal of tanka poetry - to convey by
expression - our love for every thing, person and
situation.
poems by the subjects
poems by the lovely
Empress
chanted to the stillness
if I were a goddess
listening
I would have wept shining tears
Then the same man from the Chanters went to the Emperor,
bowed and placed the Emperor's poem in the tray and carried
it to the table where it was opened. As the Emperor stood
everyone rose and listened to his poem being read in the
reciting voice and then sung in three different melodies. I
knew this was the last poem I would hear chanted today and I
wanted the moment to continue forever; so these sounds could
remain in my ears.
a pure heart
raises a voice to the gods
the chanted
tanka
of the Imperial Family
and now I've heard the
elegance
Holy Mount Fuji
comes closer to hear
poems chanted
at
The New Year's Poetry Party
shine with the purity of
snow
a year opens
the Pine Tree
Room
celebrating
Imperial poetry prayers
for the
hearts of the people
Now came a ceremony of the Chamberlain refolding the
poems and returning them to the tables before their Majesties
and laying the poems in the long, thin, boxes. Again the
Lady-in-Waiting and Male Attendant came forward and picked up
the boxes and carried them again behind the screen. The
purple cloths were again laid on top and ritually carried as
they returned to their seats.
the ancient rite
marriage of a nation
to
poetry
The New Year's Poetry Party
chants the
heart-made vows
poets gathered
by the First Family of the
land
celebrates
our allegiance to the muses
with the
grace of Their living
All the other poems on the chanters' table were returned
to their tray and carried aside. The chanters resumed their
seats. The Imperial Family rose as did the other attendees.
As if saying, "Amen." the Emperor nodded as we all
bowed and the Family filed out the opposite door. The big paper-covered doors were slid open and the people
in the three remaining sections filed out into the hallway
brilliant with the noonday light on the snowy courtyard.
At
the doorway I again saw Mr. Nakajima and his relaxed smile
was as broad as my most thankful one to him for all his help
in making it possible for me to attend this ceremony.In the hallway I could see the blooming plum tree was
directly in front of me. With a rush I realized that from now
on, the plum tree for me would personify all the holy
feelings I had experienced in this ceremony.As I turned the corner, I wondered where I ever got the
courage to compose a tanka in English. It surely must be akin
to writing 'Hail Mary' limericks. I had just experienced the
highest purpose of poetry, probably the reason for the
beginning of all poetry.
Again, I vowed to use my own small
skills at poetry to express the best and most noble ideas of
which I was worthy. If I ever could.The woman who had sat next to me, now began to talk to me
in English about her trips to America. The Korean poet
accidentally dropped her scarf right in our path and we
stopped while footmen picked it up and draped it back around
her shoulders. We proceeded slowly down the stairs and along
the hallway, coming to a bare tree in the other corner,
surely a cherry tree saving itself for another occasion.
I
was again among the last to re-enter the waiting room at the
curtained off end where the tables were. Now they were bright with place-settings in the Royal
Orange-red lacquer. A cup held warm sake. Never had I been so
glad for a sip of a warm comforting drink. On the small
saucer where several dried fish, complete and minnow-sized.
Seven dark ripe-olive looking fruits turned out to be sweet
beans. Two slices of what looked to be turnips were actually
pressed fish cakes. Folded into a sheet of white paper was a
small plastic bag in which we were instructed to place the
rest of the food on our dish to take home to our families. As
I laboriously picked up each item with the chopsticks, the
man at my side simply picked up his dish and dumped the
goodies into the sack.
Also, on the table was a gift-tied box containing
pancake-wrapped bean cakes impressed with the royal crest of
the sixteen-sided chrysanthemum; also meant to be taken home.
Along side of that was the printed program tied in purple
with the poems which had been read in Japanese.
There was a rush of people getting their coats as names
were called out to announce the arrival of the various
limousines. Too soon Shukuya-san's name was repeated and we
hastened to get into the car.
After passing through the last gate, the driver stopped
the car and I saw that the other cars ahead of us, too, were
stopped. It was traditional that people attending the party
stop here by the moat wall to have their official photos
taken.
As we followed the caravan of black cars through the
park, I noticed the workers who had been trimming the small
Japanese pines were having their lunch. Only then did I
notice how individual each tree was even though they were all
the same species. They were all pine trees of the same age
but each one had its very own space and way of expressing its
pine tree-ness. I felt I wanted to capture each one in a
photograph, but the car was speeding so quickly out of the
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